My sadness just eats at me. I can't sleep, I don't want to eat, I can't write or draw or sing. This I know is not the life you wished I would have or how you would want to me react now that you are gone. But I miss you. I feel like you were just taken without me being given the chance to see you, say what I need to say. I know you are finally home and one day I will meet you there but you memory lingers all over me, this pain overwhelms me. I can't go anywhere without thinking of you. Work, church, home... it's all the same, I shed a tear and wish you could be there. Holy week is almost up and I haven't even wanted to acknowledge God. I prais